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| sick of saying I'll do things and then not doing it and then thinking about how I didnt and couldve done it, also cant make up my mind about alot of things, ever and my brains hit a huge block where all I can do is moss math and probability over that block and not get past it ever and words fail me these days or are becoming this major obstruction in many things that I want to help with but eventually cant because words get in the way and words wont translate to art either I have no grasp on my concept for coursework and its really scary because feb just started I cant keep consistent and this is it. 2010 year and time is not gonna wait and I am only 18. oh and Im becoming a recluse who is not receptive to her phone very much Im sorry melin and sometimes old thoughts still plague me like today and its horrid but nice but horrid but I dont want it but I do and oh, my toothpaste aint the minty fresh kind and its gonna last that way for a month or so
i saw sparks
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| so pretty so happy and gay ~
HAHAHA thanks mar&wen for major retail therapy today,
$130 for my 3 tops 3 bottoms 1 pair of sandals and some bracelet.
maximised usage of an mc
shoots my blog is looking pretty materialistic
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| I bought a new bottle today but yes, Im facing facts, it was 25 dollars, half of my weekly allowance.
A nike plastic no,7 bottle that wont cause bottle cancer (thankyou lauren, watchout yintian) that has cartoons all over/ but I reallly like it and though (sorry mar) I didnt think bout it for days but only for a few minutes, I think its good cos I realise that when you choose something and you dont think too much over it but only think about how it pleased you very much for that first moment, you can slowly extend those further thoughts over a longer period and attain maximum satisfaction.
and there, I have just concluded and combined the theories of managerial utility maximisation, love at first sight, living a moment at once and retail therapy from my new bottle.
I ♥ my new bottle.
but I am wary, because the last really good nalgene I bought ever rolled down mt.kinabalu.
school again tomorrow, I abhor the compound.
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| my minds in all sorts now cos I just went through a 3hour long MATH paper (-37 marks) oh well.
this post is gonna be messy
these past days have made me a happy girl which is strange cos it was my biggest period of adversity through the holidays cos of the upcoming math test.
monday night with melin, 1 1/2 days away from major math test
im so sorry I checked and checked for orchard timing instead of causeway point so when I got there at 7 there were no 7.10 timings only 6.45. heh so I told my dad we were gonna eat, shit la im like this retard kid to him. melinda has no respect for causeway point btw, maybe cos its so near the causeway and heartland-ish, you elitist hope all you woodlands benglians read this. she wore the mg shirt and shorts there. naice. but wont dispute cos I ate half her waffle. I think I ate alot that night.
(at gelare)
1 sundae + half a frutti tutti waffle
(at mos)
packet of nuggets + fries
AFTER DINNER AT HOME.
ikr my special K diet is bull.
but we had a good chat as always but I still missed sherlock holmes BY SIR ARTHUR CONAN DOYLE.(hah!) anyone wanna watch it with me suxx I really wanna watch it cos I think jude law and robert downey jr. are so cute tgt.
Tuesday at tian's, 1 day away from major math test
I attempted math okay I was like the most focussed, HAHA like apart from vick. which doesnt count :) but megan and tian were like real focussed on baking and I was real happy that day cos those two kept making food and I got to eat the mix!spongebob sticker time! ty you guys I want you as my parents and tian gave me the best xmas present I received lately IPOD SPEAKERS Ilu tian but I cant hug you. and vick x2 it cos she lent me stitch cap which I slept with ytd ahh Idk why. other than that, Im really impressed by vick. the girl does nothing. then the one who wanted to bake most came halfway through fyl. idk mg people cheer me up lots. I effectively did like 3 questions there which beats my home speed
Tuesday night, 1/2 day away from major math test
bloody hell whats with this insomnia I cant sleep til 5 and my sleep was such utter crap. ty for people who msg so late but yeah shit this is really screwing up my body idk what to do. nothing was done.
Then it was the math test.
well whatever.
but Ill say thanks to tian mar ade for annoyingly BUT FOR MY OWN GOOD spamming reminders for math. 
After major math test
went to find the basketballers after their coach trng HEHzz. just in time to watch them do man pull-ups. were all becoming men btw thats sham's ambition for us this year. and basketballers make me happy too though they were all sweaty and smelly and I never realised we smelt that bad, esp lau's drifit shirt ar but lucky she didnt have to piggyback me today :) spongebob sticker time! hk cafe after and I wished I couldve had dinner there and I suddenly wondered if veron constantly gets such awesome food there lucky girl.
The French Toast is genius.
mango ice + yuan yangs (ying yongs?) + hk milk teas + mango sago + har gow (awkward~)
HAHAAHA happiness.
I swear its like sometimes my blog is this food journal its like I could make my own show like the makan places lost and found and lost and found again cept I think I shall just call mine eating places Rediscovered
came home to watch mulan on ch 33. omg yeah I cried when her father said "the greatest gift and honour is having you as a daughter" wahlau that part always gets me plus it rhymes I can memorise the whole script I know tsy can too I should try one day.
Walking out from tian's on tuesday I walked behind this guy whose shirt was a walking ad:
"We've Upped Our Standards!"
"So Up Yours!"
I quickly overtook him.
I like my new school shoes btw check them out they look so fishing village-ish but my dad chose them, these beat the black sec2 shoes x1000000 so check them out
Ive been thinking, I really dont want school to start.
Life makes so much more sense this way.
next time you see me ask me for spongebob stickers
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